After Form

I dissolve
I drift atomically like stardust
Recycled carbon
Dark matter expansion
I am unobservable
I am floating
Cremated quarks so many kinds
I am undone into my original elements

My component parts are particles
Fields of matter
I imagine myself by a fire
I toss objects
I toss prayers like grains of rice
Thoughts
I toss feelings
They are turned to ash in the flame
Smoke spirals upward
Disappears out the sky